We were on the highway again, working our magic
		  with thumbs and cars. About 20 minutes in, a van stopped up ahead. As we ran
		  up, the man got out to rearrange some things in his trunk, he waved at us to
		  take our time. He worked (or at least volunteered) for the Montana Wilderness
		  Coalition, I was surprised that such a thing even existed. He was looking for
		  ATV damage along the CDT. He'd had trouble figuring out just where the CDT was
		  located though. "I'm gonna have to order some of those yellow guidebooks.", he
		  said. "A damn enviramenalist..." as many of the locals called them. He lived in
		  Wyoming. Most of the rides we got in Montana weren't from Montanans, they were
		  from travellers just passing through. The rides from Montanans were usually in
		  the back of a pickup that started moving before we could sit down, and took off
		  the second our feet hit the dirt again. I often wondered, if they were in such
		  a rush, why'd they even stop for us? Too quickly, we arrived back at the trail.
		  I was ready to start walking, but wanted more conversation... Mario and I were
		  already running low on new topics.The trail started out quite nice - new tread
		  that switch-backed through a forest of old trees and giant round granite
		  boulders. We passed a series of crystal clear streams pouring from deep inside
		  the mountain, their soft trickle sang, "drink me". Magic. I was home again. As
		  we rose, the mosquitoes multiplied. At first, they were enough to make stopping
		  intolerable, then enough to make walking the same. With every 5 steps, I caught
		  one sinking its plunger into the flesh of my left shoulder, whack! another took
		  its place. I was spending all my energy to battle an undefeatable foe. For the
		  first time on the trip, I resorted to chemicals - DEET - better than drugs.
		  Relief was instant, the buggers couldn't see me anymore. The DEET usually
		  lasted around 45 minutes, then got diluted by sweat and dirt. It was long
		  enough though, we rounded the top of the hill, headed through a wetland, and
		  hit a road. The bugs were tolerable again. 
The road took us above Delmoe Lake. ATVs had
		  carved smooth, rolling double-tracks in every possible direction through the
		  forest undergrowth. We tried following some of them, hoping they'd take us down
		  to the lake. The tracks went in circles though. The ATVs didn't take anybody
		  anywhere, just gave them a cheap thrill of, "look at me! Wheeee!". $2000
		  joy-ride machines... who'd like one? We cut cross-country, aiming for the lake.
		  Delmoe Lake was a reservoir, the water was down a good 10 feet or so, leaving a
		  stale ring of bleached earth around its perimeter. Rotting dead fish lapped at
		  the shore - put out of their misery. I climbed up some rocks, headed for the
		  dam, when a big white dog saw me and switched on - all teeth and voice,
		  growling, hair standing on the back, tail straight out. "He's a nice dog", I
		  heard from behind some rocks. I clutched my pepper spray, subconsciously hoping
		  the dog did something stupid. I really wanted to try the stuff out. "He's a
		  nice dog", the guy repeated, smiling, "Come on boy, it's OK". Dogs don't like
		  people with backpacks, poles, sunglasses, beards and hats. I saw myself in a
		  mirror once, and understood why - I looked not quite human.We headed around the lake to a car-campground,
		  tired, slept.
                
 
                The next morning, we walked Delmoe Lake road all
		  the way to another highway. The road had been slightly re-routed from the
		  location on my map - made a little longer & gentler so people could get
		  40-foot RVs back to the lake. I hated Delmoe Lake road, its smooth boring
		  turns, its white gravel, its white trash living on the shoulder, the graffiti
		  on the boulders, turning to sand. Still, people came to the lake, the
		  swill-hole, the irresistible force of flat water, any water, drew them there
		  like flies to a cow's rear-end. We passed some old men at a picnic area,
		  unloading ATVs from a trailer. Another toxic puddle was nearby, just under
		  I-90... People were fishing in it. I pumped water from a nearby well, and then
		  joined Mario in a quick nap. The old men we'd seen zoomed past us. They wore
		  the blank look of addicts, plugged-in to the drug machine, farting, vibrating,
		  giving its fix to pale skinny legs and bloated bellies. We were slowly hiking
		  around the back side of Butte... too slowly.The forest service map showed a trail following
		  the divide through the forest south of Homestake Pass. None of our other
		  information mentioned it. As we suspected, the trail wasn't there, just some
		  map-makers practical joke, or mistake, or dream. We cut down below the highway,
		  heading for the suburban hills south of Butte. Our guidebooks suggested
		  following paved roads for the next 20+ miles, southwest, then northwest. We'd
		  had enough of that. Private property be damned, we were going straight through
		  the subdivisions. I thought of the caption on a Far Side comic: "Tonga and
		  Zuthu wander through the suburbs, plagued by kids, dogs and protective
		  mothers." We asked some kids on bikes where the roads went, as the roads
		  weren't on our maps. Like most of the people in the area, they didn't talk to
		  strangers, just mumbled and pointed. We followed the curving roads to a
		  dead-end, then found a dirt-bike path heading into the hills, going our way. We
		  followed it for a mile or so, past a clump of abandoned buildings built near
		  nothing, then to an abandoned railroad bed - "No Trespassing". The railroad bed
		  took us to another road, more "homes & land" land, these were bigger homes
		  on bigger plots of land. We stopped for a break in the shade in somebody's
		  backyard, out of sight, we hoped, out of water, almost. It was still hot. We
		  estimated our location on the map, and kept heading west to the end of the
		  road, barbed wire, no trespassing, no people, just quiet island homes in an
		  expanse of brown and green grass. The land was still there though, every place
		  was some place, and there was a beauty to it all. We spotted a tank of water
		  ahead - luck!!! Clean cold water was seeping out of the ground into a tub for
		  the cows and horses and trespassing hikers. A couple more barbed-wire fences
		  and we were back on public land... we figured, probably. We climbed a road (is
		  it that road?, studying the map) and camped in light forest among pine
		  needles and smooth decorative rocks. 
                
 
                I was pretty sure of our location. The road,
		  then more like a trail, took us a half mile west, then turned. We headed off
		  the path and into the forest, following a red compass needle and directions of
		  least resistance. Lucky for us, the forest there was easy to walk through,
		  there was plenty of space between the trees, no hidden cliffs, and occasional
		  views so we could make educated guesses about where we were. Was it Climax
		  Gulch? or the next one over? the one not on my map? We knew if we headed west
		  long enough, we'd hit another highway, then it'd be easy to pick-up the trail
		  again. We followed a drainage down, west. Water flowed, the forest was
		  peaceful, enchanting, nice. It was all smooth rounded boulders and a shaded
		  pine-needle carpet. I imagined it was what Butte once looked like, before
		  people had come to improve it. Why couldn't we all just live in hobbit-holes in
		  the woods? Oh, ya, telephone wires, automobiles, toilets, upholstery... all the
		  complicated things that made life easy, that's why.We crossed another barbed-wire fence, into
		  somebody's land, and came out to a ranch house. We could see the highway a
		  couple miles off, down a gravel road that cut through an open plain. A mile
		  down the road, a pickup towing a horse trailer pulled up. A man leaned out and
		  said hello. We had obviously trespassed through his land to get to that point,
		  but he didn't seem to mind. He wore a dull cowboy hat, faded shirt, faded
		  jeans, boots, and, believe it or not, spurs. That was right, honest-to-goodness
		  cowboy spurs. We explained what we were doing, and he offered us a ride to the
		  highway. We couldn't refuse it. Beside the fact that it was blazing hot and
		  shadeless, we'd had little contact with that "other" Montana, the one they
		  advertise, the one that's kind, helpful, gentle, smart and real. After our
		  short ride, we got out and said our thanks. "If the good Lord had intended us
		  to walk, he'da given us four legs.", the man said matter-of-factly. I showed
		  him my hiking poles, but he was only slightly amused. He actually understood
		  where we were going and, probably even why. "Make sure you go up Nichola Creek
		  when you get there.", he advised, looking off to the horizon, "It's my favorite
		  place in the world.". He smiled and shook his head, some memory sending him
		  into a temporary contemplative bliss. Then he drove off, horses bouncing
		  behind, headed toward Butte.We were standing right on the CDT. Amazing. Our
		  plan had worked better than we'd figured it would, we'd cut off a lot of boring
		  and traffic-laden roads. We still had to walk 3 more miles of hot, shadeless,
		  bright gravel. I generally walked about 15% faster than Mario, we rarely
		  attempted to walk together. It would have driven me nuts to be behind someone
		  constantly, I hoped I wasn't driving him nuts... I probably was though, oh
		  well. I took a lot of breaks, long breaks. I'd wait for him to catch up, then
		  wait another 15, 30, 45 minutes... However long it took until we telepathically
		  decided it was time to walk again. The road led us to a trailhead, where we took a
		  long break. Just below us flowed a little creek, the last water for another 17
		  miles. We'd already gone about 8 in the morning. The creek drained two dozen
		  square miles of range-land, and tasted like a cow's rectum... my filter didn't
		  filter-out stink. I went back down the water to wash my bandana, and half of a
		  dead fish floated by. I tried not to think about it too much.The trail rose into the hills, Butte was behind
		  us. Most of the trail was ATV trail, doubling as hiking tread. It actually made
		  for pleasant walking, very smooth. We didn't see any ATVs, that probably helped
		  make it a pleasant experience. The CDT was well-marked. Wooden signs pointed
		  the way at each intersection, it was nice to let the signs do the navigating
		  for a change. The trail rose higher into a forest of douglas firs. The big
		  trees seemed out of place here. They weren't nearly as big as their cousins on
		  the pacific northwest coast, but they were probably as old... at least those
		  that were left. We passed through great swaths of clear-cuts - straight lines
		  that partitioned the land. Oh, that's right, trees were money, money was
		  important, all important. I wished the big trees luck in avoiding the roads and
		  chainsaws and people, "It'll be all-right", I told them. Then I turned my head
		  so they wouldn't catch me lying. 
We caught some light rain and soft thunder - it
		  matched the temper of the forest perfectly. I learned a new Dutch word,
		  "Wulkin", which meant clouds, I think. I wanted to learn more, but it was too
		  easy to make Mario speak English. I figured I'd have to visit Holland someday
		  to really get the hang of it. I wasn't going to get very far telling everybody,
		  "Wulkin", and pointing at the sky. How would I communicate on a clear day? I'd
		  learned one other word, "Pausa" which meant "break". When Mario was really
		  tired, English was too much effort, it was time for a "Pausa".We hiked the 17 miles to Larkspur spring in
		  record time, and ate dinner protected from the steady light rain by big trees.
		  The sky cleared as evening came, and we made it to an open grassy hilltop. It
		  was places and moments like those that made the trip worth any price of time,
		  money or discomfort. The sunlight slowly faded, giving way to a calm, clear,
		  quiet night. 
                
 
                We made it down to another paved road by noon.
		  The Anaconda-Pintler wilderness was just ahead, bare rocky peaks were calling
		  for us. But, we'd made a decision to have a pit-stop in Anaconda first. The
		  road, hwy 274 (I'll never forget that number), was empty. One car drove past as
		  we were hiking up, it took a half-hour for another to pass, and it didn't stop
		  for us. 45 minutes, and another car, no luck. We started walking toward
		  Anaconda, it was 20 miles or so. After 3 miles, we got a ride in a pickup...
		  halfway... the people in the pickup had "something" to do in the mountains. 2
		  more miles of walking, and the same pickup came by again, we got a ride to the
		  "main" highway, only 2 more miles to Anaconda, and there were lots of cars. It
		  took only a couple minutes to flag down a ride, it came from a food distributor
		  with a wife who worked at a restaurant in Anaconda. We had lunch and decided to
		  spend the night - the sky was turning black with clouds. We'd heard rumors
		  there was another couple hiking the trail. The man in the blue suit had
		  mentioned them, the people in the restaurant had seen them. It took only a few
		  minutes to track them down. Like me, Sunshine and Seehawk, had hiked the
		  PCT in 1999. I'd never met them though, they hadn't been in a hurry to finish
		  that trail, and weren't in a hurry to finish the CDT. They'd started about a
		  week before us - undeterred by the late-season storm in Glacier. It was great
		  to talk about the CDT with someone new, someone who really understood, someone
		  who had the same questions and concerns..., "are you going through Mack's Inn,
		  or around the top???" etc, etc, etc... They were trying to avoid as many large
		  towns as possible, they'd skipped Butte. They didn't have a problem bringing
		  extra food, good food, if it meant less hitching. They were from Santa Cruz,
		  they swam in every lake, ate organic nuts and always packed a coca-cola to
		  go... they were the energizer bunny.By that time, I estimated that Kevin and Sharon
		  were a few days ahead and the man in the blue suit was just behind them. Drew
		  was somewhere in Montana... we hadn't seen him since the orange flags. John and
		  J.J. were somewhere behind us. That was our community, a little traveling town
		  of loners and couples scattered along a few hundred miles.Every fifth building in Anaconda was occupied,
		  the rest were either boarded-up or forgotten. Anaconda had been a boom-mining
		  town back in "the day". Now, there was just one small mine north of town,
		  barely worth a mention. The prosperous times had left gifts for Anaconda - they
		  had a 400ft-high pile of black tailings, and a monstrous smelter-stack just
		  outside of town. Then there was the movie theater. Everyone in Anaconda asked,
		  "Have you been to the movie theatre?". There was a sense of honest pride about
		  it. Everything else in town had gone bust, but the theater was forever. It was
		  decorated with tile mosaics and red carpet, lighted by chandeliers, built with
		  detail and thought. Movies were only $3, "Pearl Harbor" was playing. The town
		  may have been empty, but the theater was full.I sat in the doorway of the room that evening.
		  The largest bolt of lightning I'd ever seen electrified the hill just above
		  town, a sonic boom followed. I was happy to have a roof that
		  night.
                
 
                Sunshine and Seehawk had arranged a ride to the
		  trailhead in the morning. An honestly excited woman (she cleaned the rooms at a
		  hotel) kept us talking all the way up the hill, she loved it in Anaconda.
		  "You're going up to where there's no trees... up there?" she said, looking out
		  the window, "I don't know if I'd like that so much". I tried to explain how it
		  was amazing, beautiful and free, but could barely put it into words, "you're up
		  there, with miniature plants, stark rocks, snow in July, looking over miles of
		  land, and you're a monarch..." She was excited for us all the same. Sunshine
		  and Seehawk were headed up the official CDT route, Mario and I had another
		  plan.The official route went through about 20 miles
		  of forest, gradually rising to meet the divide at Goat Flats. Mario and I
		  headed straight up into the mountains... well not "straight up", but over
		  crazier terrain anyway. We'd had enough of the tunnel. The morning had started out absolutely clear,
		  but by 10AM, storm clouds were forming to our south. By 10:30, the mountains to
		  the south were being pounded with a barrage of lightning. The rain didn't
		  concern us but the high voltage did. We were headed up a giant mound of rock
		  covered in little more than grass and sagebrush. We were as good as lightning
		  rods on top of the hill. The storm clouds were heading north, straight for us.
		  It looked like we'd have plenty of time, until we didn't. I looked back at
		  Mario, and saw a bolt of lightning strike a mile behind him, right where we'd
		  been 20 minutes prior. I raced down the hill, and aimed for a thin clump of
		  trees - they'd have to do. Mario caught up, and we sat there, crouching,
		  waiting, getting wet. The storms never lasted long though, and in 20 minutes it
		  was blue skies again. We figured we'd have a couple hours till the next wave.
		  We crested the hill and headed down a steep wooded mountainside. Well, it was
		  more than wooded, covered in thick underbrush that blocked, tugged and pulled.
		  I slipped on a loose rock and cut my leg, not bad, just skin. It was
		  frustrating, but the only way. Somebody owned the entire mountain valley, we
		  had no idea who. We owned it, at least it felt that way... what was the point
		  of owning something just for the sake of calling it your's? They weren't there,
		  they weren't seeing it. We were ghosts, what could they do about that? If a
		  hiker hiked through private land, and nobody saw him, was he trespassing? The
		  trick was in "not being seen" (should've paid attention in Monty Python
		  class...). The owners of the land had built a giant gravel road up the length
		  of the valley, thanks. The road was wide enough for a double semi to make a
		  U-turn. I wondered just what the hell were they doing up there? We tried to
		  keep our breaks to a minimum, we wanted to move as quickly and quietly as
		  possible, plus, the mountains were getting "cool" again, we... well, I had
		  energy. About halfway up, we saw a black bear with two cubs... They promptly
		  ran when they saw us.We got to a lake at the end of the road and
		  relaxed - fairly sure that we didn't have to worry about the 'trespassing
		  thing' anymore. Bare cliffs and rounded rocky mountaintops rose above us, storm
		  clouds were gathering. We had one more bit of open land to cover, and decided
		  to do it before more lightning came. We continued cross-country, past
		  progressively smaller trees, across slopes of budding grasses and flowers, and
		  even over a lingering snowbank. We reached the top of the ridge and surveyed
		  the other side. 
 
An old guidebook described the path ahead as
		  "the steepest part of the entire route". It was a believable review. We had to
		  lean over the edge to see exactly what we were dealing with. There was really
		  only one way down... straight down. Carefully, we picked our way down the
		  rocks, trying to remain close together so any rocks we set loose wouldn't have
		  time to gain dangerous momentum. We had to throw our hiking poles down as we
		  needed our hands to hold on to the rocks. Halfway down, I came upon a rock that
		  didn't appear to be steady, it was about the size of a coffee table. I gave it
		  a little test-step, and it slid off the cliff face, free-falling a good 50 feet
		  before it exploded into shards. The sound was like thunder, a dusty smell I
		  could only describe as "crushed rock" wafted upward. I admitted to myself... it
		  was pretty cool... especially in contrast to the environment, where little
		  changed quickly. At the base of the cliff, a millennium's worth of fallen rocks
		  lay in a steep heap, we scrambled down those and continued into the forest
		  below. 
The terrain below the cliff was gorgeous. Clear
		  mountain rivulets snaked through lush flowered meadows. In places the soil had
		  grown over the water, so that the streams disappeared and reappeared. They
		  seemed to come from all directions. The forest was old and balanced, all manner
		  of life grew on everything - fungus, lichens, moss... We headed off into the
		  woods, following our compasses, and peeking at the mountaintops to keep an
		  estimate of where we were. After a couple hours, we finally crossed a trail
		  that was marked on the map.We stopped for dinner at a lake, then followed a
		  rudimentary trail along the shore. The trail became less and less distinct,
		  then we realized... it wasn't a trail at all, some bozo had managed to get an
		  ATV up to the lake, and ripped a path through the lake-side plants. The tracks
		  led to a wetland, where apparently, the motorhead decided to back up. I picked
		  up a couple cigarette butts in the muck. Asshole. We got back on trail, through woods that an ATV
		  couldn't get through, not without a chainsaw anyway. The trail rose, back to
		  more lush meadows and clear water. The mosquitoes were getting progressively
		  worse. By the time I set up my tarp, I'd squished so many that I had a mosquito
		  paste on my hands. I had a love and respect for so many creatures, but it all
		  stopped at mosquitoes... I didn't even like reading or saying the word. I
		  absolutely hated them. They were so persistent and suicidal, so 100% instinct,
		  that they weren't even alive to me. I was jealous of Drew, he had figured out a
		  way to rip their little stingers off through mosquito mesh - great
		  entertainment - I wanted to torture them too, death was too easy for a
		  bloodsucking bug that just didn't care. I examined the hundred or so
		  mosquitoes, clinging to the mesh hanging from my tarp. A few of them always
		  managed to sneak in during the night.
                
 
                The morning continued where the evening had left
		  off - more mosquitoes and unexplored land. We came to a lake which was also the
		  dead-end of a road, an unloading point for people headed into the
		  Anaconda-Pintler. I saw something I hadn't seen since the Bob - people with
		  backpacks. I wanted to talk to them... kindred spirits, I thought. They were
		  wrapped-up in their own little adventure though, pulling all manner of nylon
		  and aluminum out of their car, too distracted to notice us. We headed up to
		  Storm Lake Pass.From the top of the pass, we had a view down the
		  valley we'd bypassed - where the official trail was routed. A short traverse
		  along a steep mountain slope, and we'd reached the CDT... and the divide
		  itself... again. We wandered over a plateau called Goat Flats, a rolling
		  expanse of short grass and flowers at 9200feet. Mountains poked-up from the
		  horizon all around. We were back! The doldrums of Montana were behind us. "you
		  could play soccer up here", Mario pointed at the plateau, using the American
		  word. We descended to a valley below. 
The trail through the Anaconda-Pintler was laid
		  out like most trail through rough terrain - a lot of up and down over passes.
		  As soon as we'd descended, we had to climb 1200 feet, back above the trees, to
		  a ridge that connected the divide to Rainbow Mountain. The day was a euphoric
		  one for me, a warm sun beat down, giant white puffy clouds floated and reformed
		  above us, we among tiny grasses and flowers and rocks covered in bright orange
		  lichen. There was also a special sense of accomplishment and relief. It was one
		  thing to be in that place, it was more to have come there by foot, from far
		  below, from far away... heart still pounding and head dizzy from straining the
		  thin air. It was a rocky mountain high.
We saw more backpackers in the Anaconda-Pintler
		  than we'd seen the entire trip thus far. It had more to do with the time of
		  year than anything, summer was happening in the world below, it was still
		  spring up in the mountains. A train of horse-packers rode by as we filtered
		  some water, their hooves dug into the tread, packing it down and ripping it up
		  all at once. We were always "in the way" of the horses, somehow it was never
		  seen as the other way around... at least not by them. There was plenty of trail
		  and plenty of land though, no need to get pushy, at least they were out there.
		  I thought about how many people were watching Oprah right at that moment.
		  A little while later, we passed a group of lads,
		  about 14-17 years old, headed the opposite direction. The boy in front looked
		  up at me like a fairy tale prince, run away from home. "Are there lakes and
		  streams up ahead?", he asked, with an accent that came from England, circa
		  1885. I stood there baffled, I wanted to laugh, I wanted to take him by the
		  hand, point to the sky and say something profound. "Well, I don't know... if
		  you go far enough, I guess, but you'd have to go downhill through the
		  woods...". He'd picked the one valley in miles that did not have a lake... or
		  even a good fishing stream. They trotted past, fishing poles in hand. I had to
		  think, hadn't the kid looked at a map? What were they thinking? I hoped they'd
		  find something better than a stream, if they'd only go "up". We steadily rose to our next pass, Cutaway Pass.
		  Gigantic larches, the biggest I'd ever seen, dotted the bouldered landscape.
		  Larches seemed to do best in harsh environments, it was the only reason I could
		  figure why they were growing there. The largest of them reached their maximum
		  sizes and died, standing for decades, naked of bark. The wood was colored in
		  vertical stripes of gold and yellow, rust and white. It seemed that larches
		  reached the pinnacle of their majesty long after they'd died. I approached the
		  top of the pass and saw a familiar face, "Dude!"John was standing there, grinning, laughing, and
		  shaking his fuzzy head. I hadn't seen him since Lincoln. He was pumped. He'd
		  convinced J.J. to walk the actual divide from Goat Flats to Cutaway Pass. The
		  route had taken them over a series of steep rocky peaks. J.J. soon came around
		  a corner. He had a look of exhausted relief, shell-shock. He hadn't done
		  anything like that before, and didn't seem too sure that he'd actually made it.
		  The four of us traded notes from the last couple weeks as headed down from the
		  pass.We finally came to a flat area in thick forest.
		  We were small among the giant mossy trees - pillars of wood covered by layers
		  of soft ornamental decoration. Why did people even bother with art I wondered,
		  I was walking through the living Anaconda-Pintler gallery.
                
 
                We passed Seehawk and Sunshine early the next
		  morning, the lake behind their tent was covered in morning mist - water
		  beginning its daily march skyward and back down again. The trail took us past
		  fields of beargrass - rounded tufts of coarse grass that supported a single
		  3-foot-high stalk which ended in a bulb of tiny white firework flowers.
		  Beargrass was common in all the high country of Montana, of all the northern
		  Rockies and Cascades... Still, most people had never even seen it. I thought,
		  what isolated lives these plants led, never once travelling down to the world
		  below. What wonderful lives.John's pack strap broke. We sewed it together, a
		  temporary, no permanent, no, temporary field repair. Things just didn't last.
		  They didn't heal. Entropy, bringing it all down. My shoelaces had broken a few
		  days earlier - I had expected it. My shoes would last another few hundred miles
		  I guessed, my shirt was getting thin, my shorts were ripped. But, my body grew
		  stronger every day. That was the difference between the living and the dead I
		  thought, where do the mountains lie? the earth? the sky? all the rest of
		  it?The four of us decided to take another alternate
		  route. It wasn't some crazy idea, just a way to avoid going down and up, a way
		  to stay among the beargrass and rocks a little longer. Thunderstorms rolled
		  past, south to north still. The clouds built up all morning, then all at once
		  broke like a giant squeezed sponge, the dark water falling in slow motion in
		  the distance, an occasional outburst of electricity thrown in for a little
		  pizazz. Clouds were strange, magical things I thought, we were lucky to have
		  them. I understood the rain-dance. 
As we continued south, another color took over -
		  black. The previous summer, an entire forest had burned. In places, the flames
		  had stopped at the divide, giving us a "before" picture to our left, and an
		  "after" to the right. In the heart of the burn though, the only thing that
		  survived were small sprouts of beargrass - their roots had been protected from
		  the heat, and were already sending up new growth - taking advantage of the
		  abundant sunlight filtering through the empty trees. We stopped for dinner at
		  an oasis of sorts, a spring oozed from below, supporting a small patch of fresh
		  green grass that grew like a freshly re-seeded suburban lawn. A mile later, we
		  made camp on an edge of the burn. The mosquitoes were thick again, and I took
		  pleasure in killing as many as possible. I clapped my hands together every
		  second for 10 minutes, killing 1 sometimes 2 with every clap. Usually, I was
		  able to keep the mosquito population in check by culling the numbers, but not
		  there. The forest was super-saturated with them. I gave up.
		  
                
 
                The next day, Mario and I drifted ahead. The
		  trail continued to follow the divide closely, following the burn. The heart of
		  the Anaconda-Pintler was behind us, our foray into the rugged peaks was too
		  brief. The rain started earlier than usual. The clouds sunk low, covering the
		  tops of the mountains, covering us. We walked through the thick fog. The tread
		  disappeared, and the "trail" became nothing more than a series of cairns -
		  piles of rock, about 3 feet high. It was 75 yards from cairn to cairn, but we
		  could only see about 50 yards. We continued straight, what we thought was
		  straight, past cairn after cairn, the next one always taking shape in the mist.
		  Then, nothing. Which way had we come from? Where had the trail turned? The
		  world was a small circle of sameness - scattered trees, piles of rock... is
		  that a cairn? nope, just some random rocks. We took our best guess and
		  zig-zagged in the general direction our compass said was correct. Another
		  cairn, it was a game of hide-and-go-seek. The cairns either ducked behind trees
		  or small hills, or disguised themselves as part of the terrain. We hit some
		  actual tread again - a nice solid line of dirt - and continued downhill, out of
		  the fog. It was time for a pausa at Shultz Saddle.
The trail ahead followed a road. There was only
		  one road on my map, about a dozen on the ground (why the hell did they need so
		  many damn roads? Of course, money.). Naturally, we took the wrong one, then hit
		  an intersection and took another wrong one. Crap. Where the hell were we? All
		  the hills looked the same, the roads weren't on the map. It took a bit of
		  guessing and deduction, but after a mile sideways through the forest, we came
		  to what we figured was the "right" road. It was headed in the right direction
		  anyway. It was a long day, a lot of miles. I never did learn the Dutch word for
		  "stop", but I was sure Mario had mumbled it under his breath.
                
 
                We only had about 6 miles to go the next
		  morning. Then, town. A day before a town, it dominated my thoughts, a day in a
		  town and I couldn't wait to leave. The CDT took a big detour to the north, a
		  loop through half-burned forest along the divide... or so we guessed. Instead,
		  we took a short-cut, down another trail. We took a break at a road crossing,
		  and watched an unlikely parade of vehicles. First, a minivan filled with Asians
		  from California. Then a pickup drove by: two older, well-dressed men from
		  Montana. Finally another older pickup from Washington passed with two younger
		  men, missing teeth. "Your friends went up ahead", I said, hoping I hadn't
		  stumbled into some backwoods mafia dumping ground. The dirty guy leaned out his
		  window, and nodded at me lustfully. We kept going. Later, I decided the parade
		  was looking for mushrooms. Morels were in season, rare, very tasty, so I was
		  told. Morels were money too. Mario said he saw one, "Looked like a brains", he
		  described. I never noticed one. We cruised the last few miles of roads to Lost
		  Trail Pass. A sign across the highway read "Welcome to Idaho" !!!!! A man sat
		  in an information booth across the road. Information on what? I wondered. There
		  was nothing there. He wasn't very talkative, didn't have much information.
		  Maybe I scared him? It was 60+ miles to Salmon, ID. We needed a miracle. I
		  scribbled the word "Salmon" in thick black letters on the back of one of my
		  maps. We took turns holding the sign. I waved at cars, smiled, bowed, grabbed
		  the rim of my hat. I only had 2 seconds to make a good impression. A bus rolled
		  by, "community transit". Hey! It didn't stop, I couldn't believe it! 2 hours
		  later, it was cold, windy, and getting ready to rain. A pickup stopped (Oregon
		  plates of course). "You need a ride to Salmon?", "Ya", "That's where we're
		  going". It was all the conversation I had with them. We sat in the back of the
		  pickup, watching mountains, forests, rivers... all of it rolled by too fast. We
		  were in Salmon. We'd covered the distance of a 2 day hike with a 1 hour
		  ride.We quickly boiled the town down to it's
		  elements: Grocery store, Laundromat, Hotel, Cafe, Post Office. We could make do
		  with just a post office if required. Whatever couldn't be mailed was a bonus
		  luxury. I took a shower and walked up to the laundromat. I sat there and read
		  the newspaper, lulled by the din of heavy machinery. I watched a little girl
		  get scolded by her trash-talking mother for doing nothing other than playing
		  & dreaming. "You quit that right now", Whap! on her bottom, the little girl
		  sulked and sobbed, she crawled into herself. The mother wore an expression of
		  permanent gloom. I wanted to tell the little girl to run to the woods, to read,
		  to live her dreams, to be curious and kind. She could be better than her
		  mother. I knew that by the time she'd be old enough to understand any of that,
		  none of it would matter, she was on a one-way dead-end road to a miserable
		  life. People were so sad. So pointless.
                
 
                I spent the next morning wandering about town. A
		  bumper-sticker tacked to the wall of the cafe read, "Can't Log it, Can't mine
		  it, Can't graze it, Let it BURN!", with "burn" in proud fiery letters. I
		  actually agreed with the statement of facts, but the philosophy behind it was
		  irksome. It basically said, "the mountains are mountains of money", a message
		  of unabashed greed I saw drilled into everything and everyone, over and over
		  and over. What people were going to do with all that money, die with it? I
		  didn't understand.I stopped at the town's museum. I learned that
		  Salmon existed because of the Salmon river, because it was the place to cross
		  the river. People had gradually built Salmon into a place to trade, etc... I
		  walked over to the river. That was why the town is there? The more I thought
		  about it, not much had changed. We had gotten one of the last hotel rooms in
		  town. People now came to raft down the river rather than to cross it. It
		  sounded like fun.
                
 
 
                I remembered the community transit bus that had
		  passed us. I tracked them down. It was only $7 for a ride back to the pass. The
		  bus left at 11:30AM - perfect. The bus driver was an old forest service
		  employee, Mario and I were the day's only passengers. It was socialist
		  economics. Finally, something in America made sense to Mario.The bus driver dropped us off right at the trail
		  and wished us luck.